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03 February 2008
- Bitter.
Fuck. Because life loves throwing things at you at wrong timings, a person just comes along and gets pissed off with me cos I'm pissed off with life and apparently took it out on her. I'm sorry Nadzie. It was just wrong timing, I'm sorry.Fuck with family dramas. Reality of life rapes you of your innocence, and taints your idea of what a seemingly normal life is about. About friendship, about happiness. Everyone's who is having a good life is either self-delusional or either best friends with the monster called Life. The irony of life fucks you upside down. I'm bitter about life now. I guess I have been self-delusional all my life, thinking life was actually a playground, where it just rains once in a while, and you can't play at the playground during those times. Because it actually isn't. Damn, as much of an irony this sounds, I feel like puffing. Like I need a cig now. Fuck, I bet I won't even know how to hold it properly much less enjoy it. But who cares. I am going to post about yesterday on another day, when I'm actually feeling better. I'm not going to post about happy things on a bad day and ruin my memories of it. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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